Letter to our baby girl | Pregnant during lockdown

To Our Baby Girl,

As your due date grows closer, I am in awe of what my body has done for a second time, it has grown a little human from scratch but I can't help wonder when you will make an appearance. It is such a different feeling this time, and we all getting a little bit impatient now.

This whole pregnancy has been quite a simple one until the last few weeks where the world has been thrown into turmoil and my birth plan has had a huge change. It does mean that we can take the newborn days a little bit slower than we did with Lilly but it is also a scary time for big changes right now.

I am trying to take in every moment of the end of this pregnancy with you, the movements and wriggles, the achy back, the growing bump and even the heartburn as I am not sure whether you will be our last baby and I want to remember every moment of it.

You are such a little fighter, you love the evenings, always kicking and pushing about in there. you get hick-ups quite often (bless you) and I feel so bad for you, but its cute at the same time and your little heartbeat is strong and has been consistent from the first time that I heard it.

We are so ready to meet you know my baby girl, everything is ready and your sister keeps asking how long, please don't keep us waiting for too much longer .

Mummy x

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