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Finding being a Mum of 2 lonley

I am writing this, currently sitting on our bed rocking an almost 6 week old to sleep. Thisales up every one of my evenings lately and quite a lot of the day as she still whines a lot which puts strain on the family.

I am starting to feel like a prisoner in my own room and feel like most of my days are spent looking at the same four walls, rewatching shows from years ago. I know lockdown isn't helping the way I feel and I know that a lot of Mum's are in the same situation as we are as a family.

I am trying to put a brave face on for all three members of my family as I know this lockdown is affecting them too but sometimes I just want to scream about it and cry. 

Don't get me wrong I am loving being a Mum of two, having more time with Lils than I ever imagined and getting to stay in a bubble with Olivia for a while but I think I am ready for a bit of normality to hit and for me to actually have places to go and people to see.
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  1. M. RobertsJune 5, 2020 at 8:12 AM

    Very natural to feel this way. Just remember we are all feeling the same. Try to imagine yourself in a year's time looking back. You'll be saying "wow, all that time at home seeing the kids growing up, I wish I did more". It will be back to a hectic busy life before we know it and for most of us that means back to work commuting to an office and hardly any time at home with family. As a young parent though this is a tough time so focus on something like your blog (you've written some great articles here and very tasty recipes!)
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