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 I don't really know why I am writing this but it may help me or someone else in the future, today I am low, very low, I feel very stuck in a rubbish situation and don't see it ever getting better.

At the moment money is tight, very tight and it really is getting me down, I feel like I am letting everyone down. I want to be the best person I can be and the best Mum possible to my girls, I want to be able to provide a good life for them and don't want them to even know that we are ever struggling.

I suffer from anxiety but this doesn't feel anything like that, this feels like a have got a weight in my heart, one that feels painful too, its like a constant sinking feeling that drains me too. I am tired and emotional and just had enough and I really don't know what to do or how to even take the next step.

I really hope that one day soon we don't have to worry so much, that we can live a little more comfortable and that life gives us some luck as the past 5 years have been a hell of a mess. 

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  1. AnonymousJune 14, 2023 at 3:03 PM

    You are doing great. There are a lot of people in the same situation. It's great that you are sharing this and I am sure it will help others.

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  2. AnonymousJuly 25, 2023 at 8:12 PM

    Hello is things any better for you ? I really hope so love all you ideas xx

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